Guy's SUCK

hey,

ok i know that i shouldn't say that guys suck because that might not be completely true. but all the guys i know do!!! seriously, either the one i want to notice me don't or the one i don't want noticing me do!!!! serioulsy, and finally, the ones i want to stop noticing me WONT!!! seriously, all i want is for him to leave me ALONE!!! ok, honestly, head is saying i want him to leave me alone, but i guess my heart will always have a soft spot for that yummy smooth player.

sreiously, if anyone has ever been played by a professional they will know what i mean. it sucks!!!! and in order for me to get over him i need him to not talk to me!!! to just ignore me!!! is that too much to ask for? well apparently it is!!!

the problem is that i think that i am fine, heck i know that i am fine!!! 100% fine, then he says something to me, like today, he said that he would get with me. and although i know that he is only joking it still cuts in deep you know?

i wanna say jsut leave me alone, but i can't!!! i don't want him to think that i still have a thing for him!!!! that i still care about all this!!! and that everytime he says stuff like that to me it hurts!!! i don't want him to know that!!!

and i think he knows full well what he is doing!!! how can he not? fuel to the first baby!!!

do i simply say, "listen dude, i'm trying really hard to get over you, but you are making it really hard for me!!! BACK OFF!!!" kinda harsh right?

Fuel to the Fire Baby,
KirstenJK
XOXO

Let the Randomness BEGIN!!!

hey,

ok i must say that i have been keeping a blogg on hotmail and i really wanted to get the views and opinions of other people on my life and complete randomness.

question to all you readers? is a blogg like an online diary that like everyone can read?
in which case i guess i'm cool with people knowing my Random Life and complete Randomness.

ok, from my hotmail blogg that only my friends can read, i have realised that i will be completely honest on here. this is a promise to you. i will tell you everything!!! because the chances are that whoever is mentioned in this blogg will not be reading the blogg so i have nothing to worry about!!! right?

i will try to be funny, and ammuse you. but i'm really not a funny person!!! this will be an insight into my life!!! the workings of KJK, which i must admitt is something every person who has ever met me has tried to figure out!!! and guess what? you, people who will hopefully be reading my blog are the people who are gonna get front row seats to that INSANE show!!! you excited? well you should be!!!

hope it's mildly interesting!!! and by the way, please don't be afriad to comment on my blogg, compliment, dis, anything!!! i am going to be honest in this blogg so please be honest with me back!!!

but first i need to turn this into a must read!!! let the challenge begin!!!

don't forget to comment!!!
KirstenJK
XOXO