Guy's SUCK

hey,

ok i know that i shouldn't say that guys suck because that might not be completely true. but all the guys i know do!!! seriously, either the one i want to notice me don't or the one i don't want noticing me do!!!! serioulsy, and finally, the ones i want to stop noticing me WONT!!! seriously, all i want is for him to leave me ALONE!!! ok, honestly, head is saying i want him to leave me alone, but i guess my heart will always have a soft spot for that yummy smooth player.

sreiously, if anyone has ever been played by a professional they will know what i mean. it sucks!!!! and in order for me to get over him i need him to not talk to me!!! to just ignore me!!! is that too much to ask for? well apparently it is!!!

the problem is that i think that i am fine, heck i know that i am fine!!! 100% fine, then he says something to me, like today, he said that he would get with me. and although i know that he is only joking it still cuts in deep you know?

i wanna say jsut leave me alone, but i can't!!! i don't want him to think that i still have a thing for him!!!! that i still care about all this!!! and that everytime he says stuff like that to me it hurts!!! i don't want him to know that!!!

and i think he knows full well what he is doing!!! how can he not? fuel to the first baby!!!

do i simply say, "listen dude, i'm trying really hard to get over you, but you are making it really hard for me!!! BACK OFF!!!" kinda harsh right?

Fuel to the Fire Baby,
KirstenJK
XOXO